Billy sighs softly at the touch to his healing mate mark, leaning his bulk weight -muscle he had somehow kept after all that had happened- on the alpha for a long moment as he weighed up the options before him.
He chuckled softly, nodding before nosing at his jaw. "Could both probably
use one. I got the coffee going. We could hop in and then I'll make
breakfast?" He asked, letting his hand slip around him, breathing against
his skin.
"Mmhmm. Sounds good." The heat would definitely help with the ache that had taken up residence in his lower back, ass and thighs. He was also aware of the bruises from Steve's hands and he drops one hand down to his hip to press his fingers against a couple.
God, it'd been far too long since he'd gotten laid at all, let alone had a good heat lay and he'd forgotten how good it could feel after. "Then a nap. And then invite the kids over for dinner."
He watched, raising an eyebrow before kissing his cheek quickly. "You go
get it started then, okay?" He asked, rubbing his back slowly and sighing
happily.
"Gonna have to redo that back massage, aren't I?" He asked with a laugh
before ducking his head. "Still have that surprise for you. Gonna be a
little late for a birthday gift but..."
"Later? After the kids leave." Billy was still a little sore about not getting to enjoy the rest of his birthday with them, even if the reason was pretty fantastic. "Oh yeah. I forgot about that. Can't wait."
Billy presses a kiss to Steve's lips before slipping away to go start the shower.
He kissed back, closing his eyes before letting Billy go. He called up the
kids, telling them that everyone was invited over for dinner. It would be
the perfect time to announce the last gift of Billy's birthday.
After he was done with that he ran upstairs, stripping down and slipping
into the shower behind the other. His arms slipped around him and he
whispered in his ear. "Can't believe you're mine..."
The shower is scalding hot -a habit he'd picked up once he was finally free of the Flayer; the cold reminded him too much of his time possessed- and he's just standing there holding himself against the wall and letting the water run over him when Steve slides in behind him and slips his arms around him.
"'Bout time, right?" It had been a long time coming.
"Damn straight. Still can't believe you wanted me. That you really wanted
this...with me." He said, touching the mark before kissing his shoulder.
"Not that I'm complaining. I think I'm the luckiest guy around." He smiled,
shifting them so he could push Billy further under the hot spray to let the
heat hit his back and shoulders.
"Might have you fill the tub and soak while I make breakfast." He murmured,
rubbing and massaging as best as he could.
Billy renders Steve's efforts moot by leaning back and dropping his head backwards onto his shoulder, pressing a kiss to the alpha's jaw.
"No one else I would have picked." Nobody else in this town had made an effort to look through all his bravado to see the hurting kid beneath. "Later. I wanna eat first."
He smiled at the kiss, tilting his head a bit before turning his face up
more and pressing their lips together. "Good. Don't know what I would have
done if you didn't want me."
He closed his eyes, leaning into Billy before nudging him again. "Come on.
Lean against the wall and I'll wash your back and legs." He brushed wet
hair away from the back of Billy's neck, kissing softly and closing his
eyes for a moment.
"Found yourself a far more traditional and boring omega." Billy chuckles until he yawns again. "You'd be bored and I'd still be pretending to be an alpha."
And probably still trapped with Neil, but he's not dwelling on that.
"Okay." He does as he's told, leaning against the wall and letting Steve do what he wants.
"Hmmm after you? No. I don't think I would have ever been able to settle
for someone boring and traditional again." He said, grabbing the soap
before he started lathering up and scrubbing at Billy's skin.
"Knew you were it for me that first heat. I mean...you know what I mean.
You'd always worn so many scent blockers before." He blushed a bit. "Then I
finally smelled you and...it was the best thing I'd ever smelled. I
couldn't think about anyone else for days and days."
"Yeah, I got that. You beat the shit out of my dad." And it had resulted in his own beating and the subsequent over protectiveness that had come from the alpha in the days afterwards.
It's also when he started going over to Steve's -or Joyce or Hoppers- just to nap after school before going home where sleep was a risk and a disrupted affair. "You didn't spend a heat with me though."
"No I didn't, but I could smell you. Even through the bedroom door. Plus,
you did let me in so I could bring you food and water." He smiled
sheepishly. "Refused to wash the blanket for about a month after. Got to
sleep surrounded with the scent of you? Yeah. I was pathetic."
He shrugged a shoulder, kissing his cheek as he rubbed his back, thumb
digging in just above his hips. "And I would beat the shit out of him a
thousand more times if I could."
"Seriously? And yet you still didn't dick me like I was begging you to." Steve had been far too much of a gentlemen about it and Billy was both grateful and frustrated by the alpha's control.
"Worth the wait, though. Haven't felt this good in a long time." His back aches where Steve's thumbs dig in and he moans. "No more talking about him."
"I wanted to prove to you it wasn't just because of your heat. Plus...I
didn't think you really wanted me either. Thought it was because of your
heat." He said, pulling him back against him as he kept massaging that
spot.
"No more. Gonna spend the rest of my life taking care of you, you know
that? Loving you." He breathed, closing his eyes.
"You never asked outside of my heat, so I didn't think you wanted me." The were both hopeless and it makes Billy laugh, turning in Steve's hold so he can slide his arms over the alpha's shoulders and pull him close.
It might not be the romantic kissing in the rain, but the shower spray while naked is good too.
"You kidding me? After that first heat...I mean you were pretty...quick to
brush it off. Pretty sure you even said I only felt anything because of
your heat." He said, shrugging. "Even though I'd had a crush on you even
when I thought you were an Alpha. Thought I was really fucked up, but..."
He shrugged before smiling at him.
"And I was affectionate enough after. I was always trying to touch you.
Cuddle with you. How many times did I curl up with you when you napped?" He
pointed out, kissing him back deeply and sighing.
"You and I both know what my old man woulda done if I'd been around stinking of you." All of it was irrelevant now. They were finally -finally- bonded and Steve was his and he was Steve's and his old man wasn't a threat to them anymore.
He just made a sound at that, shaking his head and kissing his lips again.
"You're mine now. Nothing anyone can do about it." He murmured, smiling
against his skin when his lips brushed down his jaw.
He slid his hands over Billy's sides and then his hips. "Gonna have a
family with you too. When we're ready."
Billy leans in for another kiss, hands tangled in Steve's hair and pulling him close. God he loves this alpha so damn much.
"Yeah? You're not worried I'll be like him?" It was funny; when he thought maybe he wouldn't have a heat again, all he was worried about was not being able to give his alpha a baby and yet, now he was afraid of what would happen if they had kids.
"Hey. Don't you dare. Don't you dare think like that. I know you
would never be like him." He cupped his face, staring into his eyes before
hugging him close. "You are sweet and loving. You'd be the best parent
ever." He hummed, kissing his cheek again.
"Promise me you won't think like that." He said, rubbing his sides and then
his back, up between his shoulders.
Billy's eyes fill with tears again and he nods slowly.
"Jesus, what did I do to deserve you?" He chuckles softly and kisses him again. "I wish you coulda met my mum. She'd love you."
He just wraps himself around the alpha and holds on close, letting the feelings come forth. He shouldn't be surprised by how up and down his emotions are, because post-heat hormones were real and his had had six months of build up.
"You didn't do anything...you never have to do anything." He said softly,
bumping their noses together, smiling. "Pretty sure we were made for each
other." He said, nodding and winking at him.
Then he stopped, going a bit quiet as he held him. "Have you...have you
thought about trying to find her? You don't have to be scared of him
anymore so...we could..."
Billy chuckles wetly before reaching behind him to shut the water off so they can get out. He's hungry and the water is starting to get cold.
"She left, Steve." He frowns. "She didn't want me." He doesn't mention that he's afraid she won't want him even if he does find her. He isn't sure he could survive the rejection that came again.
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"Shower first."
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He chuckled softly, nodding before nosing at his jaw. "Could both probably use one. I got the coffee going. We could hop in and then I'll make breakfast?" He asked, letting his hand slip around him, breathing against his skin.
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God, it'd been far too long since he'd gotten laid at all, let alone had a good heat lay and he'd forgotten how good it could feel after. "Then a nap. And then invite the kids over for dinner."
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He watched, raising an eyebrow before kissing his cheek quickly. "You go get it started then, okay?" He asked, rubbing his back slowly and sighing happily.
"Gonna have to redo that back massage, aren't I?" He asked with a laugh before ducking his head. "Still have that surprise for you. Gonna be a little late for a birthday gift but..."
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Billy presses a kiss to Steve's lips before slipping away to go start the shower.
"Don't keep me waiting too long."
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He kissed back, closing his eyes before letting Billy go. He called up the kids, telling them that everyone was invited over for dinner. It would be the perfect time to announce the last gift of Billy's birthday.
After he was done with that he ran upstairs, stripping down and slipping into the shower behind the other. His arms slipped around him and he whispered in his ear. "Can't believe you're mine..."
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"'Bout time, right?" It had been a long time coming.
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"Damn straight. Still can't believe you wanted me. That you really wanted this...with me." He said, touching the mark before kissing his shoulder. "Not that I'm complaining. I think I'm the luckiest guy around." He smiled, shifting them so he could push Billy further under the hot spray to let the heat hit his back and shoulders.
"Might have you fill the tub and soak while I make breakfast." He murmured, rubbing and massaging as best as he could.
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"No one else I would have picked." Nobody else in this town had made an effort to look through all his bravado to see the hurting kid beneath. "Later. I wanna eat first."
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He smiled at the kiss, tilting his head a bit before turning his face up more and pressing their lips together. "Good. Don't know what I would have done if you didn't want me."
He closed his eyes, leaning into Billy before nudging him again. "Come on. Lean against the wall and I'll wash your back and legs." He brushed wet hair away from the back of Billy's neck, kissing softly and closing his eyes for a moment.
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And probably still trapped with Neil, but he's not dwelling on that.
"Okay." He does as he's told, leaning against the wall and letting Steve do what he wants.
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"Hmmm after you? No. I don't think I would have ever been able to settle for someone boring and traditional again." He said, grabbing the soap before he started lathering up and scrubbing at Billy's skin.
"Knew you were it for me that first heat. I mean...you know what I mean. You'd always worn so many scent blockers before." He blushed a bit. "Then I finally smelled you and...it was the best thing I'd ever smelled. I couldn't think about anyone else for days and days."
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It's also when he started going over to Steve's -or Joyce or Hoppers- just to nap after school before going home where sleep was a risk and a disrupted affair. "You didn't spend a heat with me though."
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"No I didn't, but I could smell you. Even through the bedroom door. Plus, you did let me in so I could bring you food and water." He smiled sheepishly. "Refused to wash the blanket for about a month after. Got to sleep surrounded with the scent of you? Yeah. I was pathetic."
He shrugged a shoulder, kissing his cheek as he rubbed his back, thumb digging in just above his hips. "And I would beat the shit out of him a thousand more times if I could."
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"Worth the wait, though. Haven't felt this good in a long time." His back aches where Steve's thumbs dig in and he moans. "No more talking about him."
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"I wanted to prove to you it wasn't just because of your heat. Plus...I didn't think you really wanted me either. Thought it was because of your heat." He said, pulling him back against him as he kept massaging that spot.
"No more. Gonna spend the rest of my life taking care of you, you know that? Loving you." He breathed, closing his eyes.
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It might not be the romantic kissing in the rain, but the shower spray while naked is good too.
"I love you too."
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"You kidding me? After that first heat...I mean you were pretty...quick to brush it off. Pretty sure you even said I only felt anything because of your heat." He said, shrugging. "Even though I'd had a crush on you even when I thought you were an Alpha. Thought I was really fucked up, but..." He shrugged before smiling at him.
"And I was affectionate enough after. I was always trying to touch you. Cuddle with you. How many times did I curl up with you when you napped?" He pointed out, kissing him back deeply and sighing.
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"Yeah, well. I can't help that I'm irresistible."
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He just made a sound at that, shaking his head and kissing his lips again. "You're mine now. Nothing anyone can do about it." He murmured, smiling against his skin when his lips brushed down his jaw.
He slid his hands over Billy's sides and then his hips. "Gonna have a family with you too. When we're ready."
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"Yeah? You're not worried I'll be like him?" It was funny; when he thought maybe he wouldn't have a heat again, all he was worried about was not being able to give his alpha a baby and yet, now he was afraid of what would happen if they had kids.
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"Hey. Don't you dare. Don't you dare think like that. I know you would never be like him." He cupped his face, staring into his eyes before hugging him close. "You are sweet and loving. You'd be the best parent ever." He hummed, kissing his cheek again.
"Promise me you won't think like that." He said, rubbing his sides and then his back, up between his shoulders.
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"Jesus, what did I do to deserve you?" He chuckles softly and kisses him again. "I wish you coulda met my mum. She'd love you."
He just wraps himself around the alpha and holds on close, letting the feelings come forth. He shouldn't be surprised by how up and down his emotions are, because post-heat hormones were real and his had had six months of build up.
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"You didn't do anything...you never have to do anything." He said softly, bumping their noses together, smiling. "Pretty sure we were made for each other." He said, nodding and winking at him.
Then he stopped, going a bit quiet as he held him. "Have you...have you thought about trying to find her? You don't have to be scared of him anymore so...we could..."
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"She left, Steve." He frowns. "She didn't want me." He doesn't mention that he's afraid she won't want him even if he does find her. He isn't sure he could survive the rejection that came again.
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